daishimel: (Shinya&Die)
Here you can find all of my works, both completed and unfinished fics in time order with links to all the chapters. Feel free to add this journal to your flist, and all kinds of comments (includes con-crit) are appreciated. ^-^

Mostly I write fics centered around Dir en grey and j-rock in general but I'm open to other fandoms as well. From time to time I accept requests and if you want you can always ask if I write a certain fandom/pairing and if I do, I'll be happy to write something for you. *nods*


Dir en grey

Cage
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: The older man’s weight on top of the younger one was nothing but an indication of the power he held over the other’s body and mind.

And You'll Be Mine
1 2 3 4 4 ½ 5 6 6 ½
Pairings: DiexShinya, KaoruxToshiya, GacktxShinya, YoshikixGackt
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: The drummer couldn’t say what it was that annoyed him so much about Die, apart from his constant teasing, of course, neither what was the reason he felt himself blushing under his eyes, but he didn’t care. He did not want to care, he only wanted to go home and pretend that nothing ever happened between them.

Smile For Me
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Time did not matter. The other members of Dir en grey didn’t matter either. All that mattered was Shinya.

He Loves You
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Now Shinya, why do you cry? You know that all those tears are not good for you, and yet you never seem to be able to stop them from falling. You’re beautiful when you cry though, those big eyes shining and little teardrops hanging from your long eyelashes, falling down on your cheeks and creating small paths on your smooth skin.

Through A Coloured Glass
One-shot
Pairing: none
Rating: G
Synopsis: People see the world through a coloured glass.
Written for the challenge in [livejournal.com profile] 4seasons_rabu where I claimed Shinya.

My Fall Will Be For You
Written for the challenge in [livejournal.com profile] 4seasons_rabu where I claimed Shinya.

~ Breathe
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Has it always been like that, Shinya wonders as he stares out of the window.

~ Still Loving You
Pairings: DiexShinya, ShinyaxRose
Rating: PG
Synopsis: The drummer knows his lover would probably understand but he does not want to break his mask, let the other too close to his heart and his soul, he is afraid of what it might cause to them. He does know though that trust is the key to a good relationship but secretly he can not but wonder if he ever has the courage to open up to someone again.

~ Living In A Lie
Pairings: ShinyaxRose (DiexShinya)
Rating: PG
Synopsis: He is going to survive this, to get his mind back in order and move on with his old life, the one he already twice abandoned only to return to it, alone. He knows that is how it is going to be for the rest of his life, that is how it has to be, yet he is not bitter. He has started to accept his destiny, knowing that if he can't be with the person he loves it is not fair to be with anyone else either, he does not want to be the person who hurts other just because he is in love with someone else so there really is not any other solution.

White Night Fantasy
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: R
Synopsis: If he knew what was going on would it change the situation, that he does not know so he just allows himself to be led to his own bedroom, to be laid down on his bed, Die’s weight on top of him and his clothes suddenly disappeared.

Nightly Conversation
One-shot
Pairings: DiexShinya, mentions of KyoxToshiya and DiexKaoru
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: “But Shin-chan, I’m still bored.”
“And I’m still busy. So why don’t you either stop whining and be quiet or find something else to do.”


Feel For You
One-shot, sequel to White Night Fantasy
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: How can he ever think again when all he feels is Die’s eyes on him, the touches ever so light but enough to make his mind go numb, his body surrendering to the other all too easily, that Shinya does not know nor care at the moment even though he knows that eventually he will.

My Pleasure, My Pain
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: It’s not the distance that makes it all so hard from him, no, the distance he can handle, but being close to the man he loves, being able to hold him in his arms, to touch him, to feel his heart beat next to his own… that is what kills him, every time, and yet he cannot stay away from the bittersweet torture.

Ever Dream
1 2
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: Watching Shinya drum had always been a pleasure of Die’s. When the younger man was concentrating on his job there was nothing more but Shinya there. No teasing from Die’s part, no blank expressions from Shinya’s, nothing but pure passion for the music.

One Wild Night
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: R
Synopsis: “Are you going to get me drunk and then take advantage of me?” the drummer asked, half serious.
“Of course Shin-chan,” Die smiled widely at him.
Shinya rolled his eyes.
“Fine, then don’t believe me,” the redhead pouted and offered the drink to him. “Now drink it.”


The Drummer, The Guitarist And The Wardrobe
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: “These are memories, Kaoru,” he explains and nods towards the wardrobe and its contents. “Every piece of clothing I’ve once worn is a part of my past, of who I am.”

Don't
One-shot
Pairing: will be revealed later
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Don't be so gentle with me.

Innocence
Double drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: For Shinya, innocence is a mask, something he can so conveniently use as an excuse to hide himself. -- For Die, innocence is something that keeps him away from Shinya, not physically but mentally.

All He Needs
Double drabble
Pairing: KyoxToshiya or Kyo+Toshiya, depending on how you want to see it
Rating: G
Synopsis: For Kyo, Toshiya is the most beautiful person in the world.

Autumn
Double drabble
Pairing: ToshiyaxShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: For Toshiya, Shinya is like the autumn.

Joke
One-shot
Pairing: KyoxKaoru
Rating: G
Synopsis: It starts as a little joke between Kyo and Kaoru.

Perfection
Double drabble
Pairing: KaoruxShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Trying to be perfect in every aspect of life is something they have in common.

I Wanted To Know I Had You
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: "You should have asked me."

You Give Me Warmth
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: It’s one of those nights again, those lonely nights that slowly turn into cold mornings, they always do.

Ticklish
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: "Are you ticklish, Shinya?"

Say It
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: "You're mean."
"I know."


Haunted
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: "You are mine, Shinya."

Not How It Seems
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: Everything is not always what it seems to be.

With Him
Drabble
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Sometimes, Toshiya sort of wishes he wasn’t in love.

Forbidden, Fallen, Forgiven
Child Prey + Mask + Obscure + Kiss Me Deadly + I'll
Drabble series
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Die wants Shinya.

The Tone
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: “So you don’t want me to keep it up for you, hmm?”

I Believe In Fairy Tales
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: G
Synopsis: I belive in fairy tales.

The Book of Life
One-shot
Pairing: KyoxKaoru
Rating: G
Synopsis: Sometimes, Kyo felt like there was something missing in his life.

The Book of Love
One-shot, sequel to The Book of Life
Pairing: KyoxKaoru
Rating: G
Synopsis: Sometimes, when Kyo woke up at night and turned so he could see the sleeping Kaoru next to him he wasn’t sure if he was dreaming or not.

Silent Night
One-shot
Pairing: KyoxToshiya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: What Toshiya loved about Christmas was the feeling of quietness and warmth that created the peaceful atmosphere of the season.

Snowy White
One-shot
Pairing: GacktxShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: It was a night one would either stay inside and enjoy the warmth the fireplace provided or take a walk and watch the snowflakes.

Christmas tree
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: For Shinya, the colour of Christmas was white as the snow, red as Die’s hair and green as the little Christmas tree he always bought for himself and Miyu.

Star
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: “And now,” Die announced proudly, “the most important thing of the whole… well, thing. The star.”

Perfect Plan
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: “I’m going to have you now, Shinya.”

Shinya and the Three Dwarves
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya none really but there are slight hinting toward some ^.^
Rating: G/PG
Synopsis: “If we were Snow White and the Seven Dwarves then who would be who?”

I Want You
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: “You’re not going to resist, are you?” Die asks, his hands resting on Shinya’s hips.

For So Long
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: You are not sure of what you just did nor what you are going to do but that does not matter, you are tired of just waiting for something to happen.

Because When It Was Die
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: R
Synopsis: Because when it was Die, everything was different.

One of These Nights
Double drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: "Because you are you."

A Pirate's Kiss
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: “You’re so not taking this seriously,” Toshiya said calmly, poking him in the ribs.

Tell Me
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: “So tell me, Kaoru, do you love Toshiya?”

K for Kaoru, T for Toshiya
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: What do you love that starts with...

Anything For You
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: R
Synopsis: For some reason, he didn’t ask himself why again.

Fingers
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Those fingers, Shinya finds himself thinking, they have magic.

Reach For You
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: "Don't kiss me," a request.

Snow Angel
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: "It's snowing and Shinya loves it."

Obvious
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Because really, can it get more obvious than with those two?

Lost
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: I want to get lost in you.

Faith
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: "Why did you wait for me for so long?"

Change
One-shot
Pairing: KyoxToshiya
Rating: G
Synopsis: You don't know what came over you the day when you kissed him.

Reflection
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: “Tell me,” Die spoke slowly, almost dreamily, “why am I always thinking of you?”

The Truth and The Lie
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Die wanted him, and Shinya was too tired to resist anymore.

Asleep
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: He has gone to Shinya already – once to cover the drummer with a blanket and twice to place a soft kiss on those lovely lips – but the temptation is so hard to resist, for he is merely a man.

Pleasure
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: Shinya had never done it with a man, and Die was too horny to be of much help.

Comfortable
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya (+KaoruxOFC)
Rating: R
Synopsis: Die gets annoyed by Kaoru's lecture, but luckily he has Shinya to calm him down.

Figurine
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Die has a suprise for Shinya.

Drunk
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: R
Synopsis: Shinya is drunk and Die decides to take advantage of his lover's condition.

The Gifts We Bring
1
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Shinya asks a question, Die answers and gets confused by the reaction he gets.

The Best Way To Wake Up
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Die returns to the hotel room he shares with Shinya, drunk.

Mistletoe
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G/PG
Synopsis: It's their Christmas/New Year's party and Shinya is bored.

Fire And Ice
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Shinya wants passion.

Heat
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: heat + ice cubes = a good kind of surprise

Of First Nights, and First Loves
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: R
Synopsis: And you know that tonight, he is finally ready for you.

The Magic of the Night
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: G
Synopsis: --and they can live in the magic of the night for just a while longer.

Neveragain
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: Die hates... stuff. ;D

He's Drunk
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: --Die looks up at him and smirks, he’s drunk, but Shinya cannot blame him for he is just the same, himself.

Five Sentences
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Five unrelated one-sentence fics.

The Alarm Clock
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Kaoru cannot fall asleep.

Waiting
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Shinya is waiting.

Getting My Hopes Up
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: It's Die's birthday, and something (half) unexpected happens.

Silly Kyo
One-shot
Pairing: KyoxToshiya
Rating: PG-13
Synopsis: It is practice time and you are bored.

I Want You
One-shot
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: NC-17
Synopsis: “I want you Shinya. I want to make you feel good, I want to hear you when I make love to you, and I want you to cry out my name when you come. I want you so fucking much…”

The Excuse
One-shot
Pairing: KaoruxToshiya
Rating: G
Synopsis: Kaoru is new to it, new to this all; that is his reason, the excuse he offers to Toshiya times and times again--

Make Love Your Goal
Drabble
Pairing: DiexShinya
Rating: G
Synopsis: “I’m so in love with you, purge the soul. Make love your goal.”


Malice Mizer / Moi Dix Mois / Gackt

Silent Night
One-shot
Pairing: GacktxMana
Rating: G
Synopsis: -- a night when he can simply exist without the need to be.

The Doll
One-shot
Pairing: GacktxMana
Rating: R (lime?)
Synopsis: He’s the doll, the shy innocent girl, the passionate lover: he’s everything Gackt could ever have wanted him to be and more.

The Differences
One-shot
Pairing: GacktxMana
Rating: PG
Synopsis: Mana doesn't really understand Gackt.

The Passion
One-shot
Pairing: GacktxMana
Rating: R/NC-17
Warnings: Almost rape (but not quite)
Synopsis: Gackt is obsessed and Mana manages to surprise him.



HP

Hair
One-shot
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: G
Synopsis: What is this?

Obsession
Drabble
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: G
Synopsis: "Harry, however, had never been less interested in Quidditch; he was rapidly becoming obsessed with Draco Malfoy."

Game
Drabble
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: G
Synopsis: For Draco, it is all just a game.

A Tale of A Snowy Evening
One-shot
Pairing: -
Rating: G
Synopsis: A little story about Draco and snowballs wherein a snowball fight is had.


Forgotten Realms:

In This Game
One-shot
Pairing: Drizzt Do'Urden/Artemis Entreri
Rating: PG
Synopsis: "Nothing’s changed in this game, drow."

A New Flavour
Drabble
Pairing: Drizzt Do'Urden/Artemis Entreri
Rating: G
Synopsis: "So Entreri... What exactly is this thing you're trying to feed me with?"


Original:

It's Too Late
Drabble
Pairing: none
Rating: G
Synopsis: He knows everything and nothing and he never cares.

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